How negative....Constantly bossing the lad with orders and criticising. You Obviously have no ability to treat with respect. He clearly had no enjoyment from sucking you or having you inside him. He showed no emotion atall except a look of wanting it to be over. And then you couldn’t even give him a decent facial for him to see if just might enjoy it. One day the lad will find out what it’s like to give and receive with warmth and pleasure.